Where did this year go?? Don't get me wrong. I'm not sad to see it go but a lot of wonderful memories were made this year. A lot of hard decisions were made. A lot of maturing. A lot.
I'm going to do my best to keep up with the blogging. A good friend came into my store yesterday and she inspired me to start writing again. Life has completely changed. I have changed. For the good that is. There's exciting news to share. Exciting for some. Sad for others.
Tonight, I am on E. My emotional tank is overflowing leaving stray tears falling at any given moment. Good, bad, sad, upset, angry, joyful, hopeful, doubtful, bitter, excited, etc. I can't think straight. All I can do is put on my praise music and get lost in the beautiful harmony while God wraps me in His embrace. I like to call this phase in life Holding On. Holding On to what I know is truth even when its difficult. Holding On to God's peace. Holding On to any bit of strength I have left. Its times like this when I become very recluse. Its times like this that push me closer to my Savior. Its times like this that my faith is built. Its times like this that I appreciate my dear husband who can carry me. Its not a matter of if these times will come but when. I know none of this makes sense now. When I have time to do a complete update it will all make sense :)
Please know that I am doing well. Tony and I are beyond wonderful. My family is absolutely beautiful and amazing. Gabrielle hugged Tony and I both before falling asleep with the biggest smile on her face saying "I love my family". And God....what words can explain His greatness? His grace? His love? If it were not for God and His presence I couldn't face each day.
Happy New Year.
Alright 2012, lets do this.
